[Watching it doesn't make it better, he knows that but he also can't look away. There's no real preparing for it, no matter how much he tries there's no stopping yourself from reacting to that kind of damage once the adrenaline of near death has worn off and that gave out on him hours ago.
The first adjustment comes and he bites down hard on the gag he's made himself, snarling and wheezing out a breath that's not really a sound but has an edge of a high pitched wheeze to it. The fact that he's in a lawn chair of all things completely slips his mind and he slams his fist down onto the arm of the chair. He doesn't scream, hell he doesn't even tear up, he just bears down on the gag and pants, trying to bring his breathing back under control.
With how fucked his leg is he expects it to take more than two, honestly, so when the second burst of pain subsides and Izunia pops another bottle over his knee Nyx slumps back against the chair, counting under his breath, forcing himself to control his breathing before he does something ridiculous like pass out or start crying.
And if the chair is listing to one side now that the arm's bent in half well... can he really be blamed for that?]
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The first adjustment comes and he bites down hard on the gag he's made himself, snarling and wheezing out a breath that's not really a sound but has an edge of a high pitched wheeze to it. The fact that he's in a lawn chair of all things completely slips his mind and he slams his fist down onto the arm of the chair. He doesn't scream, hell he doesn't even tear up, he just bears down on the gag and pants, trying to bring his breathing back under control.
With how fucked his leg is he expects it to take more than two, honestly, so when the second burst of pain subsides and Izunia pops another bottle over his knee Nyx slumps back against the chair, counting under his breath, forcing himself to control his breathing before he does something ridiculous like pass out or start crying.
And if the chair is listing to one side now that the arm's bent in half well... can he really be blamed for that?]