[Part of him wants to protest, to tell him to shut up, that he can't take it. Hearing those words over and again. So many people he's loved, that have loved him, gone. Destroyed in the worst ways, not just dead but broken. He doesn't want that to happen to Squall and it feels like every time he says those words he's just tempting fate closer and closer.
Which is why the next gasp is more choked than it should be, emotion tightening his throat even as he squirms with pleasure. He turns his head, nuzzling his temple against the top of Squall's head as his lion trails kisses along his shoulder.]
E zicd fyhd du gaab oui cyva, geddah. [Words murmured into his hair, voice wavering. Fear and loss and love all twisted up in his chest in ways that he has done his damnedest not to think about since he'd gotten here. Since he'd-]
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Which is why the next gasp is more choked than it should be, emotion tightening his throat even as he squirms with pleasure. He turns his head, nuzzling his temple against the top of Squall's head as his lion trails kisses along his shoulder.]
E zicd fyhd du gaab oui cyva, geddah. [Words murmured into his hair, voice wavering. Fear and loss and love all twisted up in his chest in ways that he has done his damnedest not to think about since he'd gotten here. Since he'd-]
Stay with me.