[ His breathing is a little harder than it should be, emotions still high and Squall seems bound and determined not to let him lose himself in the physicality of what they have between them, insistent instead on doting on him. Gentle and sweet and so many things Nyx has never had before, has convinced himself he doesn't deserve anymore. It does nothing to quiet the rush of emotions but he also doesn't have it in himself to deny the younger man when he is so prepared to bare his heart to him.
He can only hope that he doesn't damage it as much as his own has been. ]
O-okay. [ His voice is tight but he nods, crushing one more kiss to his lips before he shuffles off of Squall's lap. He's barely dressed as is, having been puttering around his apartment. A tee and track pants, both easy enough to toss onto the coffee table next to those cookies.
When he returns to Squall's lap though he faces away from him, still straddling him but with his back pressed to Squall's chest so he can lay his head back on the other's shoulder. If he has to feel Squall inside him, around him, listen to him speak so sweetly, and fall into those stormy eyes he's not sure he'll be able to withstand the intensity of it all. ]
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He can only hope that he doesn't damage it as much as his own has been. ]
O-okay. [ His voice is tight but he nods, crushing one more kiss to his lips before he shuffles off of Squall's lap. He's barely dressed as is, having been puttering around his apartment. A tee and track pants, both easy enough to toss onto the coffee table next to those cookies.
When he returns to Squall's lap though he faces away from him, still straddling him but with his back pressed to Squall's chest so he can lay his head back on the other's shoulder. If he has to feel Squall inside him, around him, listen to him speak so sweetly, and fall into those stormy eyes he's not sure he'll be able to withstand the intensity of it all. ]